• I just finished watching Never Been Kissed and last night I watched In Her Shoes. I haven’t seen both in awhile and they make my heart happy. The end of Never Been Kissed will always be one of my favorite scenes ever…bc I’m a hopeless romantic…yo.
• I can’t believe I turned in my resignation. I’m still in awe that my time in hell is coming to an end.
• I don’t regret moving back to Texas. I think it was something I needed to figure out for myself. I’ll appreciate the Northeast a lot more now. And I’ll never complain about Syracuse being too small. It has multiple targets…currently my closest target is over an hour away. It’s torture.
• I really wanted whataburger today…but I didn’t go get it. My will power is getting stronger. And I followed my nutritional plan all day. So I’m happy and taking it day by day.
I’ve gotten little accomplished today. But I did follow the fast all day and didn’t cheat at all!
I did pack 5 boxes to be mailed to my new temporary home. And sorted through some more stuff to donate.
Now movie time and sleep…bc well I want to eat the world. So I’ll just sleep and be productive tomorrow.
I called my mom Wednesday night to let her know/get mothers approval for my move to New York. I explained I would be living with a boy. I used names with her.
It only really dawned on her today. I called her to see if she was still going to get a new car bc if she does I want her car and she can trade mine in. (SUV for the snow!) and she was like where will you be sleeping until you get a bed?
I was all like oh the couch or he has a futon. She was like oh. Yup 31 and my mom is still dead set that I’m a virgin. On the plus side might get them to buy me a new bed just so I don’t have to sleep by a nasty boy. Haha.
and just to quickly clarify…I’m not moving across the country for a boy or will be dating/marrying this guy. He is a good friend (with benefits).
On Wednesday I started a new nutritional system for myself. I haven’t followed it perfectly, but have done pretty well. I mean at this point if I’m at least not having 3 fast food meals that’s a step in the right direction.
Today is a cleanse day and I’m actually not looking to stab anyone. I also went and got groceries last night which will help me follow more closely…bc I have food in my house.
Need to get my ass in gear…
Well the first morning went off pretty well. Hobbs did really well with his shot…I on the other hand almost got my own shot of insulin trying to fill the syringe.
Now the other two kitties think they are dieing bc they don’t have to graze on all day. Lol. But they will learn soon enough. And this house will be full of lean mean kitty machines!
I’m moving! I’m resigning from my job!! I will be moving back up to Syracuse for right now. I had been checking things out and kept getting green flags. Today was the biggest one when I called New York State about my license. They were so nice and told me all I have to do is submit my new test scores and after review I should be fully licensed! Such a vast different then when I call Texas and all they say is yeah we probably won’t give you a license.
I have a friend letting me rent out a room from him for a bit. So I have some time to find a job and focus on school and my future.
Part of me is terrified and part of me super excited. I know I was miserable while I lived in Syracuse, but a lot of it was that I was miserable with myself. I will never complain about it being too small after a year and a half in hickville.
I can start establishing myself a fully licensed therapist. Once I have that for a year at least I can start looking at moving again if I want to. But may just wait til I finish the Ph.D.
Tomorrow I will hand in my resignation. I will stay here until the beginning of October. Then road trip!!!
Well my grumpy old man cat has diabetes. So I just learned how to give him insulin shots twice a day. There is hope it can turn around with a better diet (aka super expensive vet food) and no more grazing. So basically this 3 cat household is about to get a little bit chaotic as I teach them to eat two meals a day.
But he is home and cuddly and handled the first shot well. Prognosis is good!